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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

New Spec


Feel happy got my new spec. It's been 4 or 5 years
I never changed my spec. Nerdy look.
I had looked for it quite long already.
It was so hard to get a suitable spec
for me, all most I tried the specs of the shop.
Finally, found this. Hopefully, it is suitable for me.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

The way to Dream


Every time on the way that I fight for my dream, I would
lost, struggle, frustrated, meet blocks and so on. But, once I haven't
reach at the end, I will never give up. No matter how others 
look down at me. The most important is I would keep 
the pure faith to achieve.

Don't compare with others.

Be with God.

Don't hurt others

Don't to be the number one.

Pray hard and work hard.

Don't influenced by others


Those are my pure faith.
I believe in God will helps me.
Amen.

Thursday, March 22, 2012


To my mum:
Happy Birthday Mummy.
Sorry about my innocent & willfulness that
hurt you a lot. Until now, you still love
three of us and take care whole
house even sometimes you were get
tired. You done well mummy.
I love you mummy.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Struggle


How I wish that I could have this view from my living
room. I am look for one day that I will be a
successful accountant or rich person to have
luxuries house, car, accessories, branded and so on.
Off course, everyone wish for that too.

This dream just only comes to my mind or dreams.
It is far away to achieve it. Or maybe I
unable to get it. I think when I achieve, I
maybe already old, or I may give up on the way
for it. Every time, I am realize to achieve a goal
must be work hard and passion. But, every time
I want to study, I will procrastinate and again and again.
 What a bad habit.

This is what I am struggling. 
Give up or continue work hard.
 Sometimes, the fire in my heart 
is because of the reality become smaller.

This is what I wish
God will guide me and
bless me to on the fire and
push me to my dream. Amen.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Make Friend


When the time I was going to car 
park from office, Suddenly
a guy stop me and says: 
"小姐,可以和你做个朋友吗?"
Woah~
 It is a been long time that
never a stranger comes and wanna
make friend with me. In my heart, 
I am quite happy. Haha..

Off course, it might not a big
thing for those pretty girls but to
me, it made my day a little bit 
more sprecial. Hehe

Monday, March 19, 2012

Fighting



I want to turn my inborn weakness to motivation
to move forward. It persecutes me long long time.
Until now, I have not found the way to cure it.
I prayed for it, thinks and searched and tried many ways
to solve it. 

However, I would not give up and I
believe in God will guide me.
May God bless me.
Amen.

Sunday, August 7, 2011


故宫
紫禁城(Forbidden City)是中国明、
清两代24个皇帝的皇宫。
明朝第三位皇帝朱棣在夺取帝位后,决定迁都北京,
即开始营造紫禁城宫殿,至明永乐十八年(1420年)落 成。
依照中国古代星象学说,
紫微垣(即北极星)位于中天,乃天帝所居,天人对应,
是以皇帝的居所又称紫禁城。

紫禁城城南北长961m,东西宽753m,
占地面积达720,000㎡。有房屋980座,共计8704间。
四面环有高10m的城墙和宽52m的护城河。



26th July 2011
We ( Company ) went to Forbidden City, in Beijing.
This are the photos that taken by me for memory.
It is great design for the building and full of Chinese cultural 
for China. Really proud of it.

We walked from front to the back, it was used about 2-3 hours I guess.
What a big big building, I really can't imagine how do the
peoples built it without any high tech builder machines.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011


Just now I'm careless and dropped this bottle on the floor.
It was broke and the liquid all sprinkled a lot on the floor.
So waste!!!!!! 
How expensive it is.
Shit!!!
 
Actually, this was not the first time.
Last time same as just now. 
It would break when it drop.
The bottle looks like made by low cheap quality plastic.
Honestly, I prefer the last design one.

Hmm~~
I think I have to make some comments on this
quality of the skin care bottle for this product.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Diary Part 10

Financial Stability
|
Financial Security
|
Financial Freedom
|
Financial Abundance ๑۩۞۩๑


The level of financial..

I learned from a book.
Actually, everyday, every moments
I am thinking how to get rich by my self.
I am jealous for those rich girls having pretty face,
body-shape, using branded, nice car, luxurious house
and so on. 
I stopped and thought about myself. 
Even a "Financial Stability" I didn't meet it.
How sad it is.
I completely agree that all of us want to be "Financial Freedom"
even "Financial Abundance"...
No work, and yet the $$ still come.
Enjoy life everyday....

The first two levels may not be hard to fulfill.
There are just the basic financial level to survive for a person nowadays.
So when someone told me about "Money not everything",
In stead of this, I rather believe "No money, you are nothing" for
"Current Life".

To be rich with "Ethic",
it is not as easy as having a professional paper,
it is harder than it more more...
I cannot imagine how strong perseverance have
for those rich guys.

Anyway,
I knew what are my big weakness that retard me to 
pursue my goals.
 
I have to overcome it,  
"Lazy" and "Passive".
This are my inherent personality.
I want "Thick" my face....


Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Today, attended a tough paper.
Still the same,
I have no confident for this paper.
Aya~~
When I just can done all the papers ah...
Zzz....

Monday, June 6, 2011

This is underestimated, I though it was a paper which is
concentrated on calculation technical paper
which means approximate 60% 
for calculation.
 
Unfortunate, it was approximate 30% for calculation and
70% for theory. How can it be like that?

What a tough paper.
I expect I will get not more than 43% mark.
So sad.

This is not fair!!!!

T_T

Anyway, I will think positively..
I have gained an experience.
I will get a higher mark for next time.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Actually, I feel quite excited for the exam.
Now, my brain is totally fulled.
Even I have prepared for the exam but I'm
still feel unsafe. I have no much confident for
this paper too.Even-though it is easier than
others. I'm just have 40% confident for this.
Anyway, If if~~~
Fail...
I will not give up easily.

Pray hard hard...

May God bless me...

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

 
Take a short break from doing revision for 
preparing exam.
This is my new cactus which is my mum bought for me
on Sunday.
Hopefully, this time it could live long with healthy look.
May God bless it..>.<
and bless me that I can pass all my exam.
=p
Omg, I'm too greedy...

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Take a breath

Prepared for exam for whole day already. It is made me mad now.
Fcuk!!!
Really become bad temper.
All my brain just thinking about "what audit procedure, 
substantive procedures, audit review bla bla bla".
Even night dream I'm still thinking of this shit...!!!
Arrrhhhhhhh!!!
I will fail you soon!!!!
You this bullshit!!!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Diary Part 5


I think I would release my exam pressure by writing blog
rather than posting on my facebook wall twice a year.

"Very Good" the exam on early of June 2011. Unfortunate, I
have chosen two difficult papers in ACCA part 2. Totally, lost 
confident for this coming exam. Start from now to exam date 
just few more weeks only. I haven't covered whole the syllabus of 
the two papers. When I tried to do the past year questions, 
I was totally blank even I had read the study text book before.

Another tax paper, I haven't started to revision it yet. The audit paper
has used a lot of time to understand it. I do not know how should I
arrange my time for preparing my exam.

Anyway, I should not give up now. May God bless me.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Rich peoples are...

40 associations for "Rich peoples are..."

1. greedy.
2. different minded.
3. smart.
4. active.
5. talk-active person.
6. responsibility.
7. stingy.
8. lucky.
9. arrogant.
10. independent.
11. winner-mindset.
12. hardworking.
13. happy person.
14. unhappy person.
15. proactive.
16. strong.
17. bad.
18. fast.
19. promptitude.
20. busy.
21. relax.
22. enjoy.
23. positive.
24. reality.
25. money-faced.
26. money-minded.
27. logic-minded.
28. cold-minded.
29. strong.
30. perfect-minded.
31. concentrate.
32. rigorous-minded.
33. serious.
34. straight.
35. treacherous.
36. "kiasu"
37. modest.
38. bad temper.
39. high EQ.
40. brave.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Having money will..

40 associations for this question.

1. proud.
2. happy then before.
3. relax then before.
4. lose security.
5. become more greedy.
6. get more friends.
7. be more powerful.
8. lose soul mate.
9. be selfish.
10. be stingy.
11. get assurance.
12. be famous.
13. be overbearing.
14. add enemies.
15. become reality person.
16. become busy person.
17. increase popularity.
18. unhappy.
19. be bore.
20. estrange relationship with God.
21. drop into trick of Satan.
22. enjoy my life.
23. do what I want to.
24. buy a luxurious house with nice night view.
25. have wonderful life.
26. have "money smell".
27. have "money faced"
28. become victory.
29. respects by others.
30. increase self-respect.
31. be more confident.
32. be unhealthy.
33. have meaningful life.
34. be more stress.
35. be not contentment.
36. get far to Heaven.
37. get near to Hell.
38. a lot pretty girls come.
39. increase your lifestyle.
40. lose yourself.


Friday, April 29, 2011

Money is...

This is my impossible homework. 

What I have think about

Money is...

1. the basic of survive for currently.
2. the things to make dreams come true.
3. the one of the key to hell.
4. an extraordinary "Paper".
5. an extraordinary "Metal".
6. a life game.
7. an evil.
8. the things to solve certain problems.
9. the terrible things that most of us crazy for it.
10. the things to turn certain peoples' personality.
11. a virus of human mind.
12. a motivation for certain people.
13. a reason causes most of us work hard for it currently.
14. a reason causes children study hard for it currently.
15. a reason causes someone dies for it
16. a reason causes someone hurts their love one for it.
17. a one of the reason causes estranges relationship between Jesus and Human.
18. the way to have a luxurious life.
19. motivation for someone to become smart.
20. a transparent knife.
21. a desire.
22. a smart game.
23. a hope for someone.
24. a thing fools human.
25. hyper mathematics.  
26. a test for endurance of human.
27. a reason causes social to become reality.
28. a things which can pull you to top, and also can push you drop to bottom.
29. useful for current life but useless for next life.
30. a system on behalf of system barter.
31. a trick of Satan.
32. a "food".
33. is an annoyance that controlling human time.
34. is a "Doraemon".
35. is a subject that waiting you to understand and how to think about it.
36. is not fixed, it is flexible.
37. created by smart idea.
38. works for people who knows how to play it.
39. a sin.
40. is not everything, unfortunate a lot of things need money.


Finally, I have done part of my homework. 40 subconscious describe about Money.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Diary Part 4


Photos taken at 3 days ago, 22nd April 2011.
I'm wearing pink cloth with pink earrings for
our anniversary at Wojamama.
The day also the night before he fly to Philippine.

How I wish that we could travel together for celebrating
our anniversary. This plan seems not difficult
for me. Just have to wait for him that when he
could spend the time for me.

I think he would not read my post, but he knew
that merely he do not know how much I wish with.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Diary Part 3


What is he doing now? Today is the 2nd day that he's been
Philippine. Honestly, I miss him so much.
This time was the 1st time that he oversea. 
Hopefully, he's fine been there.
 May God bless him for whole journey.