Music Box


Thursday, November 26, 2009

没用的霖




看见Facebook 里以前的同学,
个个都大学或College毕业,
心理就莫名的自卑.

因为自己高中没念完,
现在只是在帮人家
打工. 就突然觉得自己
很没用.虽然说我有
美容文凭,LCCI Level 3,
可是这些够我用吗?
现在的社会竞争力那么强,
我要怎么跟人家争?

自己苦就算了,害怕连累
到爸爸妈妈.因为爸爸妈妈
曾经都给我很多.怕以后没
能力养回父母.


现在很多人,都毕业出来
做工了,而我却才要拿ACCA,
我真的比别人慢了很多.
就算拿了ACCA, 我可以Past 吗?
有这个能力拿到Chartered Accountant
的 Licence 吗?
我真的是不知量力. 怕真的又浪费
爸爸妈妈的钱.

主啊,求你帮帮我吧~~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

星期天和 Daphne 去弄头发,
结果只有我在Rebonding,
她就做Treament.还洗三次头
@_@

这次拉的超快的,
两个钟就好了.
原本以为会不耐,洗
了头就会歪掉.
但现在还是蛮直.
所以这次拉的不错.
以后还会光顾那间
理发院的. =p
不想上次拉很久可是
不耐,虽然是便宜啦. lol

弄了头发后我们
就去 Center Point & City Mall
跑街.





这是 Hot Chocolate Signature.
在City Mall Starbucks 喝茶.
我们还讨论去KL 要带的东西.








这些拉直头发后的自拍照...抱歉脸太大了

Saturday, November 21, 2009

2012 Movie



Synopsis:

Centuries ago, the Mayans left us their calendar, with a clear end date and all that it implies. Since then, astrologists have discovered it, numerologists have found patterns that predict it, geologists say the earth is overdue for it, and even government scientists cannot deny the cataclysm of epic proportions that awaits the earth in 2012. A prophecy that began with the Mayans has now been well-chronicled, discussed, taken apart and examined. By 2012, we'll know we were warned...

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昨天和 dar dar 去看这部电影。
这部戏里是有很多紧张的
片段,可是我却看了觉得
少了些对世界末日的
恐惧...可能我觉得导演
太过注重那些Computer
Graphic 的东西,少了些
感情戏,没有把我带进这部戏...


Wednesday, November 18, 2009


Don't know why i keep watching
on this video...lol
I knew it's maybe not very nice
but i still love to watch it..lol

i love the music at the begining part of 1st
30sec. And at the middle part, got a lot
diamonds around her..lol so bling..=p

Here is the lyrics:
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ton vengence
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Monday, November 16, 2009

后遗症




不知道要怎样开头,
因为最近看到某某
website里某某人的
profile里的照片,
心中的自卑感莫名的来了。

那个人什么都有,而我却和
那个人相反. 我知道是应该
放下以前的事,可是我的潜意识
却有时让我发那些梦.

有时我真的很讨厌为什么
某某人会出现.还有,有时我真的很
想那个人消失在我的记忆中.
或者我自私点,我根本就
不想有这个人的存在.
可是我没办法改变什么.

圣经里又说:
马太福音
5:39 只是我告诉你们,不要与恶人作对。有人打你的右脸,连左脸也转过来由他打。

虽然,我说的那个人
不是个恶人.
可是却偏偏做了
令我讨厌的事.

因为我最讨厌人家
骗我,把我当成傻瓜.
却好像那个人自己很
伟大,为了我们的和平而撒谎.
或许另一个人会谢谢那个人.
而我却觉得无意间变成了
恶婆...对不起,或许我
太过敏感了...

我又很多很想发泄,
可是我不知该怎么表达...

希望这篇我的表达能力
能够烂到极点,
因为我不想人家懂我
在表达什么.也不需要去懂..
我只是想发泄而已...









Sunday, November 15, 2009

Movie Day



Synopsis:
The opening credits on Michael Jackson “This Is It,” a post mortem documentary sharing rehearsal footage for the tour that never happened, state that it was done with the authorization of Michael’s legal representatives, which unless they are also a medium would hardly know if
Michael Jackson would have actually agreed to all this, and use what was initially meant to be filmed solely for Michael Jackson’s personal library has been made public “for the fans.”
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今天和 Daphne 去看这部电影,
没想到要下影的戏,既然
还是很多人看.
买票选位子只有前面有位,


这是我生平第一次,
坐最前面看戏.
看到头都痛.

不过,还好这部戏还算好看,
不让真的是冤枉咯...

看完戏后,我们就到处走走.




这些是刚才买的.
四包香包和剃刀..lol

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今天的自拍照,很久没有拍照了...





Saturday, November 14, 2009

好怀念o2jam

不知为什么有时真的
好怀念以前玩o2jam这线上游戏...

尤其以前每个礼拜六晚上我都
会和我一个很好的
o2jam buddy玩...
如今,o2jam也关闭几年了...
真希望它能开回,找回那感觉,
它不需要其他游戏里梦幻的人物,
华丽的武装,精致的动画,
只需要以前o2jam简简单单的
Avatar,里面的人物拿着吉他弹钢琴
摇头摇脚的...


以下是我以前的成绩,很多都不见了,
真伤心...这些都我从Friendster找到
的...



Red Sign..难度 Level 30++, 连很久的一首歌...
几乎是强者比练得一首..




Gargoyle 难度 Level 20++, 是每个玩家一定
要 FC 的一首, 很多人如果在中间一 Miss 就 Escape
不让就不玩...lol...Level 80的 Mission Slow Jam FC,
我用这首加 Sudden Ring HX1...lol


其实还有很多经典歌, Earth Quake, V3, Recollection,
Toccata Fugue,Canon,Identity Part 1,2 and etc...



老实说,blogspot 的 Themes 真难找啊!
很难要找到美的Themes...
找了几天还是觉得这个比较好一点...
很想设计一个属于自己独一无二的themes,
可是我的xml技巧很noob,设计到不美又很死板..
所以干脆去找别人设计的...haiz...

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最近终于考完试,现在就等成绩出...
看来我只有等死的份...
Cost Accounting, 5题只有一题肯定会
做,就是 Process Costing, 因为我做到
balance,
其中一题就简直乱乱写,其他三题就等运到,做了
也不知道对不对..zzz

Business Statistics, 5题,有一题我犯了大错,
那就是 Correlation Coeffiecient 哪一题,
那一个是x-axis and y-axis 傻傻分不清楚...
20 marks 飞走了...
其他四题也是等运到...能pass 我都谢天谢地了...

Advance Business Calculation, 做8题..
做到我都 sien掉...这次出的比前几年
的题目有一点不一样,haiz...
所以全部等运到...